Originally posted on Fly Funky Diva.
My doctor friend is fabulous, juggling everything. Her position as an OB-GYN at a hospital here in Medium City, South. Her MBA classes. Her foundation. Her friends including myself, a little-sister-like companion. And on top of all of that– her new man.
“You’re so good about balance,” I told her on our last phone conversation. We were rehashing the events of the ladies-night dinner we attended the evening prior. She was taking a break from studying for an exam.
“I used to be,” she admitted. “It’s getting harder. Men are needy.”
Aren’t they? Actually relationships are needy. They deplete time you would be spending on yourself, but some things are worth that time. My doctor friend is in her mid-thirties, and after a series of failed relationships and men she was simply too good for, it seems like she has (finally) found the one. But you know what? Perhaps if she found ‘the one’ when she was my age– she wouldn’t be so accomplished.
It is the compromise of love. Love changes things.
Sometimes in the absence of love, there is plenty of room for personal growth. When Miles cleared the picture (partially, as I ironically heard from him the other day) I seemed to have a lot more time on my hands. Really I didn’t, but the young energy that I was pouring into my love life, hoping to build a future with this handsome man was suddenly…. mine.
And then of course it took quite a bit of energy to get over it.
But once that time passed, I asked myself a question. How can I make me happy?
Have you ever woke up singing? Like, I’m feeling fabulous! No specific reason, just you’re high on life? Well, that is my life right now.
In answering this question, I realized there were some things on the grand to-do list that I wanted to accomplish. I wanted to shed a couple pounds. I wanted to jump start my literary career. I wanted to give back to the community and essentially renew my life. And then one day I glanced in a mirror, and realized, I had. Totally.
That heart break sparked the greatest phase of transformation in my life in ten years. (My transformation between middle school and high school was something serious.)
That’s the positive aspect of being young and single, especially if you have big dreams for yourself. You date and commiserate and then you spend a lot of time working on you. You become more fabulous with each passing year, and really, with each passing liason, because even if it doesn’t work out (hopefully) you learn something new about men, or something new about yourself. Maybe both.
And then when the man of your dreams does come along, like my doctor friend, you are ready. In fact– maybe that’s why he comes along.
Ayesha is a writer, dancer, and the founder of WomenLovePower.com, a tech-enabled brand that provides resources on charm, seduction, sacred sexuality, and feminine warfare. A self-confessed afromantic, Ayesha's first love is romantic fiction and poetry. When away from her keyboard, she enjoys New Jack Swing throwbacks, 90's sitcoms, running, sleep, and Cabernet.
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